Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Everyday pictures



oh you know just riding in the tractor with daddy 


he looooves his bath time or "spa night" as we call it 





So this was his "tummy time toy" the physical therapist at his UW development check-up said to encourage tummy time by giving him a special toy that he ONLY got when he was on his tummy- TOTALLY worked, now he's always on his tummy


crabbing out at Cherry Point one Sunday


he loves his footsies 



woke up to this the other morning... notice the oxygen off his face 

talking to his toys 

Sweet potatoes are by far his favorite 

playing xbox with dad 


such a cutie 

game day! 

trip to the pumpkin patch 


waiting for Darren to get back to the load stand so we could hop in and go for ride 

He looooved riding daddy 

teaching him early! 






watching veggie tales

playing in the Children's clinic waiting room 

At the Children's Clinic in Everett- he loved the paper on the table- he kept ripping pieces off and crunching it. 

Brants 6 month pics & family pics

yes... that is my husband.... what a DORK! 


yeager had to get in there 








with great grandma joyce 






love my little munchkin! 





photo credit: Amber Weber 

Monday, October 21, 2013

Children's Clinic Appointment

Took Brant to the Children's Clinic in the Pavilion for Women & Children at Providence in Everett today. The appointment went pretty good- we believe that he has a virus that has caused his de-sats and lower than usual numbers. There is nothing they can do for him but let it run its course. We will be leaving him on oxygen until he gets over the virus and then will re-start weaning him off throughout the day and in a month or two re-visit the 2 night oximetry test.

With that being said the pulmonologist did say that due to the time of year and flu season, if we were to get him off oxygen in the next month or two we should expect to have to put him back on at some point because of any illness that he may get. She also said that if he keeps getting little viruses like this or can't seem to kick this in the adequate amount of time they may want to keep him on oxygen until Spring and when we are out of flu season.

We will go down to Seattle to visit his regular pulmonologist November 21 for a check-up. The original plan was to have an ECHO done and a few other tests but those have been cancelled due to him not being off oxygen. One worry they were thinking about with him is possible Pulmonary Hypertension and that being the reason for the de-sats but after today she doesn't think that is it. Plus she said due to the ECHO he previously had coming back totally normal, its not common for a child to develop Pulmonary Hypertension if they had no signs of it previously. She said she could schedule one if we wanted to for peace of mind but was clear that she did not think that was going on.

I really hope that we don't have to keep him on oxygen until spring. He gets so sick of the tubes in his nose and pulls them out already. He's only going to get more active and will probably be crawling in the next couple months so that is going to be really hard. But I just need to keep saying like I've said throughout this whole journey, You gotta do what you gotta do, we can handle it.

Friday, October 18, 2013

**Quick update on pookers**

Pookers (as we like to call him) isn't doing all that great. You can tell he's just not himself. His pulmonologist didn't know what to say with how he's been the last few days so she is having a fellow Children's doctor in the Everett clinic see him on Monday. So Monday my mom and I will be heading down to the Children's clinic in Everett either at or near Providence so they can take a look and possibly run a few tests... will post as soon as we know something. Maybe tomorrow I'll find a minute to upload and go through all my pictures- I'm really behind in that department!

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Update... feeling a little defeated

One of these days I'll get around to posting a ton of pictures, but they are all still on my camera. So for now I will just let you know what's been going on with Brant.

Monday night (Oct. 14) we attempted to do his 2 night oximetry test. This is where he would sleep off of oxygen for 2 nights and his monitor would save the information & send it to his doctor down at children's and we would get a yes or no answer to getting rid of the oxygen completely. Well it lasted all of 20 minutes. His sats were not good. When I finally got the monitor on in a good spot he was at 94 (they don't want him below 92) and then slowly but surely it dropped down to 89 and he wouldn't come back up from that so I put him on oxygen and called the on-call pulmonary doctor and she said to put him on oxygen for the night and call in the morning to talk to his regular doctor. We did that and she said to leave him on oxygen for another month at night and we'll try the oximetry test again then. Fine. Okay. It's just at night, we can handle that. But a little sad because I was fully expecting to be done with this this week because of how well he has been doing...

And then today. I decided to hook him up to the monitor when he took his afternoon nap at about 1:30. It was a little low and then it got lower... and then it dropped. He came back up right away but I put him on oxygen. I'm really nervous now. I didn't have him on the monitor too much when we were weaning him from eating and nap time because it was SO hard to keep it on and have it not go off all the time because it couldn't read anything. He was always in the range for his sats never dropping below 94. I'm hoping that maybe he is just getting a cold and thats what is causing the low sat. levels. But in the back of my mind I'm thinking crap, was he sating low this whole time at nap time??

I'm going to attempt to keep him on the monitor the rest of today and see how it goes.

So anyway it'll be at least another month on oxygen. Yesterday marked him being home for 6 months! It's a little sad to see that too because the NICU staff all thought he would need oxygen for maybe another month, if that, and here were are six months later still dealing with it.

We go down to Children's November 21 next. They cancelled his ECHO because he isn't off oxygen yet. Though I wish they would still do it to see if anything is going on but they want to wait...

Friday, September 20, 2013

**update**

AHH its been so long since I've posted an update. I'll start with good/fun stuff first.

Last week Thursday (Sept. 12) Tanisha, Brant and I decided to head to the Puyallup Fair to surprise Grandma Joyce and help out with the horses for the day. We were successful, she was shocked when we walked into the trailer! We had a lot of fun. Brant did AWESOME. He was loving it and had no fits what-so-ever. It was a great but long day. He loves Grandma Joyce- every time he's around her he just giggles and smiles. He was definitely interested in the horses too. We watched the first show and he was so focused on all the hitches as they went by. We probably shouldn't have brought him with us, it was quite a bit of exposure for him, but I just couldn't stay away... I love it too much! I made sure I had plenty of hand sanitizer and we didn't wander out of the barn at all except to go the back way to the trailer.

Friday night I sold my car. Was not sad to see that thing go. Don't get me wrong I loved it... when it was running good... but we figured since I bought it about about a year and a half ago we spent probably $300/month just on maintenance on things that should not have been going wrong. Plus it needed probably $1500+ put into it before winter. I didn't feel bad selling it to the girl either, she knew the issues and what needed to go into it and we were able to get just under our asking price. I'm driving one of Wayne & Nicki's spare rigs while we figure out what we want to do. We keep going back and forth on what we want and how much we want to spend.

Back to Brant...

Brant had been off oxygen for about 4 days during the day, the only time he would have it on was when he slept. My plan was to call Children's Wednesday morning and schedule a time to do the 2 night sleep study. His oxygen supplier would bring out a piece to hook to his monitor that would transmit his sats to Children's during the night while he slept without oxygen. We would do that for 2 nights and then Children's would let us know the verdict on taking it off all the time or if he needed a little more time on it. BUT...... Tuesday night he came down with a nasty cold. Poor little guy. I took him to the doctor Wednesday. I was kind of upset with the nurse that I talked to on the phone when I first called. I told her he is a preemie, on oxygen, has a nasty cough, and extremely congested and that I wanted a doctor to see him (his pulmonologist has told us from the start if he gets a cough to bring him in right away). And she wanted me to wait until his O2 sats started dropping or he changed color, or spiked a fever. Seriously?? You know how freaked out I would've been if that would've happened! I told her NO so she reluctantly scheduled an appt. for an hour and a half later.

They checked him out and his lungs sounded fine, which is the biggest concern given his respiratory issues. And the doctor said there was really nothing they could do for him, which is what I figured they would say but I wanted to make sure his lungs sounded okay especially because his cough sounded so nasty. Plus is was just peace of mind for me and Darren. Last night was by far the worst. We were up every hour.... he either woke up from coughing so much and had to be cuddled and walked through the house to go back to sleep, needed his nose sucked out, or was hungry. He finally went to sleep and was hard asleep around 6. When my alarm to get up for work went off at 6:45 I thought there was no way I was getting up and heading to work so I went back to bed and called in at 8 asking if I could come in late and because my boss is awesome I went back to bed for another hour.

Tonight I've been pretty emotional. Once we got home Brant did nothing but cry. Nothing I did made him happy, and his epic pouting plus my lack of sleep made me cry while I was trying to get him to go to sleep. If there is one thing that boy knows how to do its knowing when to throw an epic pout face! Talk about melt your heart! Oh he has me so wrapped around his finger!

The last week I've also been working on re-doing the guest bathroom. I've almost got it finished, just need Darren's help with the last 2 projects so who knows when that'll get done! He's been so busy lately and its only going to get busier. The other night he mowed the lawn in the dark... sorry to our neighbors for all the noise! But it needed to be done so bad! The backyard was looking a little trailer trashy.

Well that's all I have for right now. Prayers that Brant kicks this cold fast so we can restart our oxygen weaning. My hopes is that he kicks the cold and that it'll take him a week to a week & a half to get ready to do the sleep study. It really sucks going backwards when we were so close to being done with it!!!! But that is life. Hopefully soon I can sit down and go through/edit some of my pictures and get them up here, I'm slacking in that department!

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

7 Months!!!




Wow can't believe we've gotten to this point. Little Mr. turned 7 months old Monday!!! C-R-A-Z-Y 

This morning we had a little photo shoot of our own! 














yeah those used to be too big for him... cannot believe it

 yes that is how small he was...