Well we finally have a plan- for now at least. From the minute I got home the one thing that keeps running through my mind is when am I going to be able to see my little guy again?? Well this morning we finally got something figured out. Mom and I are going to drive down today and come back later tonight. She just needs to finish some things up at work and we're out of here! Darren and I will head down Saturday morning and come back Sunday night probably. We hope while we are down there to get a place figured out for long-term and speak with the social worker.
Last night was a hard night. I felt pretty good all day and emotionally was good all day and then Darren & I were eating dinner last night and I started to tear up. I had to get up and do something so that I wouldn't have a complete break down. I still don't know what set it off, it just hit me.
When I spoke with Brants nurse last night she said that the day nurse got some really cute pictures of him awake. I was so happy on the phone with her when she told me that and said everything was going about the same as before which is good. But as soon as I got off the phone with her I just felt so sad. I haven't seen him awake yet or seen his eyes yet and that I missed it.... I just hope that when we get down there today I can see his eyes for the first time!
Oh Kelsey, that is amazing. I am sure once he hears your voice those precious little eyes will open up and you will see the twinkle as he knows you are there.
ReplyDeleteI keep hoping and praying that something will come up for housing so you can be close to him. I will be easier on you emotionally to be close by and you have the option to go back and rest when ever you need to.
I can't wait to see the new pics. They sure bring a big smile to my heart each time I see a new one.
Thank you for keeping us all updated...each little step you guys experience and each photo is a priceless step all your lives.
Hoping for you that his eyes will be open and you will be there to see it.
I sure love the picture of his little hand. He sure does have his daddy's long legs.
Love to you all,
Cousin Deb